Pain Body

by Zeadala

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This song is for the ones who want to move out of cycles of self-sabotage and towards self-love and respect. May we continue to have compassion and empathy for our fellow sovereign human beings <3 Shout out to
Ekhart Tolle who’s book ‘The Power of Now’ inspired me to write this!

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I was hoping you wouldn't judge me
So I didn't judge myself
But judging by my current state it's safe to say that I made need help
To let go of my ego, like it ain't part of me though
It seems to want to grow, tall as a tree
Still I'm talking about me like
Maybe I should listen
I just wanna listen
Tell me more, tell me more I'm in
Something bigger than me something worth believing
Tell me more tell me more I'm in
Don't pull on my triggers yeah no deceiving it's truth
I really hope the message can reach the youth
If doesn't tell me what we ‘gon do
Only thinking of yourself reality becomes so skewed
It's like your living your life staring at your rearview mirror

Tupac had it right
Tupac had it right

Think I'm addicted to my pain body
It pours down like rain on me
My finger on the trigger
Why would I do that to myself
What I wouldn't do to no one else

Repeating the same old cycles
Found myself in the same predicament it ain't cool
Feeling like a fool should of learnt my lesson
I never took the time to ask no questions
Answers I would find, always searching for those temporary highs, oh I
Tried to make ‘em last forever
When it was clear we wouldn't stay together
I'm clever but I'm blind
Witty but I'm deaf
Escaped with the life that I left up on that cliff
Lost myself to the skies, spread my wings I couldn't fly high
Screaming no I don't wanna die
But I take all the hurt that you bring
Don't know what it means to love I just sing
Don't know what it means to be loved or nothing
But how am I gonna win if I ain't right within

Lauryn had it right (I’m addicted)
Lauryn had it right (I’m addicted)

Think I’m addicted to my pain body
I’m escaping what’s chasing me
I’m facing me
Cause I won’t do that to myself
What I wouldn’t do to no one else

I cannot be victim to my circumstances
Those stories I repeat inside my mind
Feeling sorry for myself as if i am so jaded
Loving me is complicated

Kendrick had it right...

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released May 30, 2019
Produced by Chunkyluv Studios

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Zeadala Sydney, Australia

Zeadala is a singer-song writer and rapper from South West Sydney, Australia. Known for her captivating and soulful live shows, she combines her love for acoustic music with Hip Hop beats to bring forth positive vibes and a purpose to authentically connect and uplift her audiences. Her lyrics, rooted in self-empowerment, healing and connection to land. ... more

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